He had another long day of country jumping and his day started at 5 a.m. as it usually does, he has some commitments he needs to tie up before he moves on to his new adventure. He walked in the door and took a couple of hour nap while I made a very nice dinner. I walked into the bedroom and stood and watched him sleep, he snored lightly and rubbed his nose as he rolled over and I figured he needed to be woken up very slowly.
I started massaging his back and moved my hands over his bare ass and down the back of his thighs, he had a delightful ass but not much of one but he has some really nice thighs. I massaged his calves and then his feet. I spoke very quiet to him telling him dinner was almost done and then I started to suck on his second toe which had its typical affect, “morning wood”. He rolled over and he made his own pup tent that I wouldn’t consider a pup, lol.
I kissed the inside of his thighs and slid up and kissed him and asked him if it was ok for me to take him “for a ride” and he had that evil little laugh and glint in his eye. He threw me off of him and kissed me, he was so passionate, so gentle as he rolled me over onto my stomach and slid down behind me and lifted me up on all fours and centered himself behind me. he bent over me and fondled my breasts and he slowly slid into me inch by inch.
He felt so good and not having a man make love to me in years felt so good and so right. As he made love to me I told him to fuck me, ya baby that’s it deeper fuck me hon fuck me fast and hard. The more I spoke the faster he moved. He couldn’t help but to explode because just as she had, he had waited for years for this moment, for the moment that they felt so comfortable with each other, she would come over and make him dinner but she went back to her place at night.
They spent the evenings together and sometimes the night but his travel schedule was so hectic and busy they were still in the dating phase and getting to know you phase. They had talked of getting married one day but when she lost her husband she was just to fearful to marry again. He wanted to marry because he needed to know she was his, he needed to feel secure in the relationship and he was ready to build a life with someone again.
He was patient with her and understood her pain and fear and he had realized he cannot talk of dying to her because it is just to upsetting to her. He was finally excepting her irrational fear of losing people to death. He tried to convince her he would never leave her but she was just so afraid but one thing he did know is she loved him, and she loved him very much. She finally agreed that she would marry him when he wanted to and she handed him Bob’s death certificate, and her marriage certificate as well as birth certificate and she told him when he was ready get the license and she would marry him whenever or where ever he chose.
She took the pressure away and had agreed so now it was up to him she had even agreed to signing a pre-nup but she made it clear to him she was never leaving him and he was never leaving her. They were marrying for the rest of their lives, they were marrying two souls and they were marrying two people who would become one and a hell of a force to be reckoned with. He found her to back him up against his friends but in private she ripped him a new ass on what he had done or said.
She was trying to change his image only slightly but enough that it annoyed him, she tried to explain to him what she saw and what others saw and ugly ties and untied shoes show a lack of professionalism. He fails to realize he cannot dress for himself he has to dress for success and my opinion means nothing by itself but a potential employer looks at these things and yes they do make a difference. I don’t really care how he dresses but when he is “selling himself” he must step up his game.
She didn’t want to be mean and she tried not to hurt his feelings but there was really no nice way to tell him to bring his “A game” to the public. His dreams had yet to be met and she knew this was a great year for him and she tried to help him the best way she knew how. She went so far as to make him watch part of an interview and how they actually had focused for a second on his shoes, these seconds send sublimal messages and yes they do affect people.
They ate dinner and chatted and she could tell she had hurt his feelings but once she showed him the video it made him start to think and he took stock of what she had pointed out to him. He finished dinner and looked her in the eyes and very seriously said “are you serious about marrying me anytime/anyplace? She looked at him and said yes you have all the paperwork you need from me and she changed the subject to his next days schedule.
He told he was going to Thailand and he would bring some real Thai food home for dinner and she just shook her head. She went back to her place and he was off for the day and both of them thought of that evening when they could be together again. He felt better that she left it up to him when they got married and she told him just to let her know that they are going somewhere and off they would go if he wanted to surprise her and marry her somewhere she was good with that as well and she had in fact already insisted that he have a pre nup drawn up and he could date it for whenever or she would date it right before they got married, she really didn’t care and she felt better knowing that he had written protection.
She never wanted to be accused of marrying him for his money so this gave her a great sense of relieve as well as him because he had lost so much in his divorce. She loved this man long before she knew who he was and she was actually quite sad to find out who he was because he was an average Joe by any means of the imagination. She wasn’t worried about him ever cheating on her because their relationship was built on friendship, best friends and she wanted that to always come first.