From childhood's hour I have not been As others were—I have not seen As others saw—I could not bring My passions from a common spring— From the same source I have not taken My sorrow—I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone— And all I lov'd—I lov'd alone— Then—in my childhood—in the dawn Of a most stormy life—was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still— From the torrent, or the fountain— From the red cliff of the mountain— From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold— From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by— From the thunder, and the storm— And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view—
Please read these words and take them to heart, remember those that aged and had no choice but to depart. Open a door, lend a helping hand as I am getting old without a man. Life is full circle as we graduate from diapers to panties and then back to diapers, we are old and most of us discarded.
Once a young girl with long blond hair now an old woman who has no one who cares. Placed between four walls her only enjoyment is walking the halls. No one will call, no one will visit she is alone and misses her home but no one cares as she shared her life to give others a happy life without out strife.
She once wanted money she once wanted fame but as she aged she realized that those things are only lame. She is an old woman who never wanted to be a burden as her body leaves her hurtin’. She remembers the days she visited her deceased and she hopes she can feel free upon release.
Her headstone was a reminder to her friends and family to be kinder and not to leave an old woman to die alone with no family to find her. Is this the way you want to reach the other side left alone in four walls to die?
más allá del miedo yace la libertad
i carry your heart
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
No one knows of the ache in my heart
No one sees the tears that I fight
There are no arms reaching out to me
I am all alone, I am just me
I have fooled myself for way to long
Thinking he loved me but
the truth is he is gone
I carry this ache
within my chest
but I am letting go
and looking to be my best
I may not be young
and have a tight ass
but I am smart and
know how to make
a relationship last
The sunshine through my window danced across the wall leaving a ray of hope in it’s path.
My mind is scrambled, my feelings overwhelmed, my sense of self lost.
I am ill, very ill spiritually and need to find a repair kit.
I can feel the pain pouring out of my heart like a waterfall and the water pools at the
bottom instead of flowing freely.