It is said that two people who are meant to be together in this life are connected by a red string of fate. It is written in the stars that these two people will meet as they are to be in each others lives.
What keeps these two people connected? The invisible red string of fate does and like the saying goes “if you want something you’ve never had you’ve got to do something you you’ve never done.” This is how these two people come together, one of them or both must move outside of their comfort zones.
He had done it all and seen so much, he had his first love that led to four children but, alas never to give him the daughter he had wanted so desperately. His first son was a joy of course as he was this man’s first son but there was no stable relationship ever to build between the two.
He was closer to his second son but even that relationship lacked the closeness of a father and son. His last two boys he had grown closer to as he aged and realized the importance of the relationships he had with his children.
He had loved his wife and she was a good wife and mother on the surface but there was no color in their sex life, no flavor, no excitement. This man was born under the star of fame and fortune and yes he had his days in the limelight and his pockets were lined with gold but something so important had been missing for years.
He spent more time fantasizing then having real sex with his wife as the bedroom was nothing more than boredom for him. He wanted so much more and his kinky side had creeped out without him even knowing it.
He started surfing the net and watching porno regularly and he needed to be needed again. His wife no longer wanted him or needed him as she had done quite well financially through his fame.
She preferred to go shopping then to spend time with her husband and yes he was the loneliest rich man on the earth. He needed more and wanted more but his fame and name had placed him in a position of never knowing who wanted him or his money.
One day surfing the net he came across her pictures and there was something so appealing about this woman he couldn’t resist her. He tried to put her out of his mind and be the good husband and father but as the years past he wanted nothing more than to be with this woman.
He would look into her eyes and see a woman that he desired so much and he wanted to know her. He pretended to be so many different guys online and thinking he was fooling her he chatted with her for years.
He had fooled her for the longest time but then she knew it was always him wanting to chat with her. She was someone that couldn’t be bought, wasn’t impressed with his success and had no desire to be part of the media circus that surrounded his every move.
She was sensual, erotic and kinky and that was everything he had wanted in his woman and he would still be happily married if his wife had fed that part of him. He was coming up on twenty-four years of marriage and he had filed for divorce several months earlier because he could no longer live the lie.
He was going to be with the woman who had haunted him for almost six years but he had to be so very careful while the divorce proceedings moved forward at what appeared to be such a slow pace.
He could only imagine himself in bed with this woman of his dreams as she slowly undressed him and removed his shoes and sox. He could only imagine what it would feel like to have her warm, wet mouth on his toes and her lips kissing the inside of his thighs.
He closed his eyes and leaned his head back as he fell into a fantasy of her stroking his hard cock and massaging his balls. In his mind’s eye he could see her slowly moving her hands up his chest and sliding up his body and slipping his manhood into her warmth.
He could almost feel their bodies moving in unison and the feel of her nipples upon his chest as she kissed him deeply. He had had this same fantasy of having her but in different scenarios.
One fantasy she was on all fours and he was driving himself further into her with each thrust, another fantasy she was on her knees in front of him giving him the best damn blowjob he had ever had, another fantasy she had served him breakfast in nothing but an apron.
He had fantasies of exploring his kinky side and having her tie him up and handcuff him and take advantage of him. He loved the thought of giving up power to her knowing he could trust her never to hurt or humiliate him.
She was the kind of woman who wanted him to explore the dark side of himself and she would do everything she could to bring his fantasies to reality for him. If he wanted to dress as a maid then so be it he would be her maid and she would never make him feel small for wanting such experiences.
She had been exploring her kinky side, the side of herself that her own husband called freakish and not normal. Her husband had made her shut herself down and hide within herself for years but he was gone and she was now on her own to feed her wants and needs.
She had waited for years for “him” but she could no longer live her life alone and she ventured out into the world of the dark. She had met some fun people finally and she was going to another party this weekend to meet Del.
She didn’t know if “he” was afraid to meet her because of the divorce or if he feared she would reject him or at the very least she would not be the woman he had dreamed about all of these years. She was every bit of woman that she had led him to believe and she could never reject him because these two were meant to be together even if they hadn’t known it for the longest of time.
He was fearful of losing her but he was more afraid to meet her or be seen with her as his wife would use everything she could to hurt him during their divorce. He had his reputation to uphold and his family meant everything to him.
He just didn’t want the world or those closest to him to think he had left his wife because of another woman even if it were true. His favorite sister knew he had been unhappy for years but even she had morals and standards that she followed strictly and expected him to as well.
God and family were ingrained into him and the woman he wanted had the same values which is why he was still drawn to her after all these years. She didn’t want his money or to latch on to his fame or use it like his wife and others had.
She just wanted to be with the man not the legend and a grass hut would be fine to her as long as she was with this man. She just was never sure if he really wanted to be with her or not but she knew deep down in her heart that they would be together one day but until that day she would continue to look for male company.
She would not have sex with another man until she was certain that “he” was not going to meet her. She knew that the next man she was sexually open to would be him and him alone and he was certain that she would continue to save herself for him.
He wanted his divorce to be over and she just wanted to find happiness and meeting Del mind be a quick fix for her and maybe Del would fill “his” shoes and give her what she needed.
One thing was for sure, “he” made no effort to be with her on any level and he refused to show his real self to her even though she knew who he was. He refused to build any type of relationship with her that was honest and he was being true to himself as well as her.
Yet he feared losing this woman and he knew she was slipping away yet he could not bring himself to be honest with her. He couldn’t figure out a way to “meet” her online without her knowing he had been creeping on her for years.
He wanted to meet her like two people normally meet, running into each other leaving the elevator, at a party, at a bar. He wanted conventional but neither of them were the conventional type. He had no choice but to come clean with her if he wanted her and damn he wanted her like he had never wanted anything before.